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by Lonesome Joan

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1.
Dark Tunnel 04:49
I been diggin this grave so long I been diggin this grave so long Don't tell me to stop now Don't tell me to stop now I've tried my best to keep you in the dark about this Albatross around my neck But he's so heavy But you say 'Sin is the wreckage Of the love of which we are capable,' Yeah, 'Sin is the wreckage Of the love of which we are capable,' And I am a wreck, I am the wretched, I am a wretch, I am the wreckage. I am a failure, I have proof, Look at you -- I am a failure I have proof, Look what I done to you Gonna bury myself in the good earth Gonna bury my secrets, they weren't worth much, Cheap paint and a paper crown That no one dared to knock down But I should know better than to speak to you Cause all that comes out is so goddamned cruel, Take the shovel, fill my mouth, Keep the words from comin' out. I've tried my best to keep you in the dark about this Who would've guessed that I'd become So goddamned ugly. But you say There are tunnels, there are tunnels, from the heart, from the heart, There are tunnels, there are tunnels, to the heart, to the heart, There are tunnels, there are tunnels, from a heart to a heart, you say if I dig far enough, I'll see the light But I've been down in this grave for so long, My body's gone soft, my heart beats all wrong, My head grows violets, My breasts feed river rats. And I've tried my best to keep you in the dark about this Albatross around my neck But he's so heavy But you say There are tunnels, there are tunnels, from the heart, from the heart, There are tunnels, there are tunnels, to the heart, to the heart, There are tunnels, there are tunnels, from a heart to a heart, And if I dig far enough, I can see the light Yeah if I dig far enough I can see the light If I dig far enough I can see the light
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Halfway 03:04
I went for a ride in the woods of my childhood, When down from the trees came a man from the wildwood - He said, oh, you're halfway there, Oh, you're halfway there. I won't say what he did, where he laid me down I only remember how wet the ground, And his oh, I'm halfway there, oh, I'm halfway there. We left in a rain oh but was it snow, I remember the stillness in the midst of the wind blowing - Oh you're halfway there, oh you're halfway there. And he gave me the secret to his immortal life, How he'd never be ended if he never arrived and so, Always halfway there, Always halfway there. My grandfather told me when I rode the slide, I'd get to the middle, jump over the side Screaming oh, I'm halfway there, Oh, I'm halfway there.
3.
New copper penny, I lick it cause I like the taste If I give it to you, you'd just let it go a-way, I am a salvage ship, I am a sinking stomach, The more I see, the more I'm bound to regret, Old wedding pictures I never meant to keep, Crushed glossy memories of such uh handsome young queen When she goes naked to the coroner, take the quarters from her eyes, Her eyes they were gold, they were of gold, and they don't need no disguise. But in my cabinet of such beautiful things, The tin cathedral, diamond brooch, gold rings - Foxfur collar, glass samovar, I keep them clean and I know who they are by name. I've never told you that I carry the world here in my hands No let it go, you've got your own, you've got your own, big man, I am the London Bridge, I am the burning buildings, The more I see the more I'm bound to forget But I wonder how long it would take you to take to notice I was gone - Would it take reporters, an ambulance out on the lawn? Fresh asphalt out on the old school yard, Wanna run fast, wanna hit the ground so hard, Come here lay down with me, show off the cuts and bleeding - Let me show you I can hold them closer than you've ever known. This is an hourglass, this is a coin collection, This is what your mother bought you for Christmas when you were 5 yrs old, No pen in hand, no pen in hand to write this down - You say you'll remember, you'll remember, you'll remember this as a sound, Oh, you'll remember this as a sound, yeah - Say Sayonara, I think I'm almost over And anyway, I've put in all my expenses for the year Say sayonara, my memoir's buried in the garden, But leave it buried there, I don't think that thing needs your kind of care Foxfur collar, glass samovar, I'll keep you safe, and I know who you are by name, I'll know your name.
4.
Through the double doors of Brookhaven Hospital Another coma comes, his neck snapped in three, Four-eyed Natalie says nothing about it, Just asks to play a game of hangman with me, and oh oh oh oh oh oh I got no reason for sorrow - I double dare you to go up to your brother Ask if the newsman and the nurse do agree that there's a safe place when the train is coming Fall down below so that the tracks kiss your knees and oh oh oh oh oh oh I got no reason for sorrow - And what's the difference in a cop and a robber Five in the morning when there's nothing to see, "Here's the equation", says the daddy in a necktie, "Let's do it out so that your momma can see that and oh oh oh oh oh oh you got no reason for sorrow - I call the desk to tell Rivera about it Extra extra trade my truth for a fee Tell me, Natalie, what happened in the basement, I'll give you all the talk your mom won't give for free and oh oh oh oh oh oh I got no reason for sorrow -
5.
Call you up Hear you vomit on the phone The operator tells me you are not in service Call me up Hear you promise me that you'll Be in the city soon soon enough And you say La, la, lalala, lalala We should move to Pittsburgh uh - huh You'll recall There's a way to say goodbye When I am leaving on a train And I recall standing Impossibly still Getting impossibly small And I could hear you call You said La, la, lalala, lalala We should move to Pittsburgh uh - huh You said La, la, lalala, lalala We should move to Pittsburgh uh - huh In the call I'll tell you how Plan B succeeded In changing not one thing at all In the caul Your brother whispered in a voice That you still struggle to reveal - Yeah I'd say steal. And I remember when We'd pretend We would move to Pittsburgh We would drink all day, Drowning, say We should swim to Pittsburgh We'd sing La la.. In the hall, I'm reciting the first poem That you sent me Hand of love There in ourselves is the explosion, There is in myself, only More than enough La la...

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(don't) Live in Brooklyn, 7.21.14

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released September 11, 2014

Guitar, Vocals - Lonesome Joan
Production, Alchemical Pleas - Professor Divebomb

Xtra thx - Alyssa Civian, Oren Shoham, The populous of 4r, Off. Po

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